beautiful

"Wake up McKenna." a soft voice whispered inn my ear. I cracked my eyes open. A boy about my age knelt by me. He had soft dark brown and short spikey hair.
" You know me?"
" I've watched you all your life. You are our only hope."
"What? Who's hope?" He smiled as if he were looking at a child that had run into him.
"you'll see." I couldn't keep open anad let them fall over my eyes.
" McKenna! Oh Mckenna!!!" An other voice cried. i moaned lifting my hand off my eyes. It was Austin. He ran to me and clasped my face.
"Mckenna!" tears ran down his face and then, suddenly, his were crushing against mine. I lifted my hands to push at him. i was too weak and tired and hungery and wet.

caught

I sprinted deeper into the forest. My heart ached and pondered, who, or what was this thing? I ran until a giant boulder sat, proudly towering over me. 

I gasped helpless and hopeless. My hands twisted in my hair and tugged desperately for an idea. 

A deep growl, like a wild dog rumbled be hide me. fear spread like poison through my body. I 

slowly turned to face where the growl should have been, but was not.

 The growling stopped. The trees shuttered in a breeze i didn't feel. I shivered as the trees 

seemed to reach out me. The animal wimped like someone had struck it. I caught my breathe. 

 I shivered as my finger tips touched the giant Boulder. The creature huffed giving it self away.

 "You can make" I told myself trying to calm my racing heart.

"It's now or never" my mother's rang in my head. "If you don't try you will always regret it." 

"I know, I know." I used to say. Courage ran through my erasing the pain and the fear. Finally, I pushed off the stone sprinting toward the trees. wishing i would make it. The creature yelled,and chased after me. The animal soon feel far behind snarling at me. A smile twitched on my lips.  Yes i cried in my mind. Hope vanished as quickly as it appeared. At that moment I fell with a thud. Everything went fuzzy. My family, and friends flashed before me. Austin's clear, crisp image smiled down at me. Before i was totally whipped out, I heard panting like dog, a human shadow covered what i could see. i lowered my head. ready.

shadow

Hot tears quickly dried on my face. Branch's tugged at my cloths and the brush cut my arms. the tears stung my wounds as they fell. I kept running. I ran about, not even close to half a mile when I stopped by a creek. 

A shiver ran down my spin. Someone had come to find me. 

"Go away!!" I screamed . I started up on my feet to sprint, before i did a whoosh sound, like the wind, came from where the guy was standing. But was he a human at all?

It was hard leaving them. My mom was going to go nuts. But i had to find.....the truth, the truth. I wasn't normal and i never would be me again. I broke into a cold sweat, tears stained my face, and made it hard to see. The cold air nipped at my nose and cheeks. what seem like an hour past. I saw bright light that reached out to me. My heart over whemed , i felt my face grow warm. I a smile cracked on my face. I sprinted harder.

the sun peeked in the widow and spotlighted me.

"Morning?" I groaned. I pushed myself out of bed and ripped my palstic wal-mart bag open."Sim-jim." I said. my mouth water as I picked at the wrapper."Yum."  I froze. It was like the shock after your favorite ballon pops or when some one touchs your nack with a cold finger.

"Ricky rembered." I gasped. A faint Mckenna came from some one out side. 

Get out!!! My head screamed get out get out HURRY!!! I clutched a handful of jerky and ran.

The BIG run AWAY

sighing, I pushed the message button on the phone.

" Um Mckennaaa." Megan's worried voice filled my head. "Are you okay? You haven't been acting normal for a LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG time. If you need a hug, just come over. And uhhhhh I'll make you some good stuff okay? O.K......... bbyyyyeeeeeeee...wait do you have some hot cocoa i could-"

"Mckenna! OH Mckenna, It's me Austin please-" 

"Delete." I said to the phone and hung it up. 

"Bed time." mom said. I squeezed the pearl when mom started to cry. I didn't think it's because of dad, I always thought it was for Cami's sake. She was crying because Cami was and confused in the sadness.

I can't take! My head was screaming. I ran across the hall and woke Richy. 

"What...?" he grumbled

"I'm leaving." I knew he wouldn't realize What happened or were i was going until sunrise and I wasn't going to tease him about the woods tonight.

"Kay." He mumbled. "Wait!!" I froze. 'There a cabin on edge of  woods. you go there. It be safe..." He layed his head back down. I waited until the giant snoozes filled the room. I pushed out my suit case, climbed out the huge hole in the window and disappear. I deserved it. His death was my fault after all. death was my fault. Death......

the run away

The lock on the office door clicked to lock. Kay Lynn screams were now mumbles of high pitched noise. I Curled up into a ball on dad's leather sofa. Dad's warm face appeared for the thousand time. He smile down on me and mom, with the sun be hide him, making him teeth glitter. Mom hugged me close and smile at him. A flash a sunlight bleach his body and he was gone.

 The bright sun blinded me as it shone in the window. The figure that was supost to be dad, was his life size cardbroad clip of Donny asmond. My hands curled around the pale pink pearl I got from mom. Dad wanted me to have it she said. But was that ture?

November

Cold Turkey

 

December

I got an ipod, Cami gave it to me..

January

More snow UGH.

Febuary

..........

next next

All the voices that I should have heard were muted. They all mumbled in a language i didn't, couldn't understand. Lunch wasn't any better. Jessica, Tris, Shelbey, Emilee, Sidney, Nick and Olivia, even Reed, crowded my space, waving there hands in front of me and Whispering in that language I didn't understand. I could stand it anymore. I couldn't think about him I just couldn't. I broke the circle and sprinted down the hall. I hide in the bathroom. Soon after I hide the cold tears rolled down my face. The bell rang and I sped to English. I didn't want my friends that were as worried as my mom when Cami got lost in Wal-mart to see me. Not like this.

update

So I actully added and killed some charaters. I kept nick but he's McKenna's cousin not her friend. I killed genine and Alison I am saving them for later :). so ya.

In the story she is really depressed. so she is like sad all the time. if you want to skip ahead to where she runs away said yes.

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"MCKENNA! GET UP HERE RIGHT NOW." Mom's voice made me jump and tip the chair I woke in. Sluggishly I crawled up the stairs. "Why isn't this clean?" she said as soon as my was visual. A gaint puddle of milk dipped off the table

"I didn't do it mom." I yawned.

"Well who could have done it? Don't blame it on Cami."

"Oopsy." Cami whimmered suddenly be hide me. I felt her little hands shake and she wimpered again. 

"CLEAN IT!!!" mom shouted. she stromed into her room. Then Ricky entered the dining room.

"Mom is just sad about.......you know. She just can't bear it." Ricky sighed. He got a rag and a roll of paper towels. He knew I would do it and didn't want mom to explod again.

I ate lucky charms, got dressed, and walked to school. Mom yelled at me when I was eating my cereal, when I was getting dressed and she yelled me out the door. I dragged myself to school.